Thursday, July 30, 2009

An Admonishment And A Prayer

Our sweet girls playing at the park.

I’m a little behind in reading my emails. The following letter was in my inbox from my sister in law sent on July 27th. (I'm sure many of you have seen it before.) Do you think it is a coincidence? That I read this the day after I “twist off” in my blog post? I think it’s the Holy Spirit reminding me of what is important and disciplining me because of His great love.

“To My Daughter

Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play.
Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together.
Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles.
Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck and I will buy you one if he comes by.
Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned.
Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand over you trying to fix them.
Just for this afternoon, I will take us to McDonald's and buy us both a Happy Meal so you can have both toys.
Just for this evening, I will hold you in my arms and tell you a story about how you were born and how much I love you.
Just for this evening, I will let you splash in the tub and not get angry.
Just for this evening, I will let you stay up late while we sit on the porch and count all the stars.
Just for this evening, I will snuggle beside you for hours, and miss my favorite TV shows.
Just for this evening when I run my finger through your hair as you pray, I will simply be grateful that God has given me the greatest gift ever given.
I will think about the mothers and fathers who are searching for their missing children, the mothers and fathers who are visiting their children's graves instead of their bedrooms, and mothers and fathers who are in hospital rooms watching their children suffer senselessly, and screaming inside that they can't handle it anymore.
And when I kiss you good night I will hold you a little tighter, a little longer. It is then, that I will thank God for you, and ask Him for nothing, except one more day..............”

Dear Lord, I praise you for loving me despite my sin, and for forgiving me time and time again. Thank You for dying on the cross so that I could have eternal life, even when I don't deserve it. Please fill me with hope and strength to overcome, and continue to bless me with Your grace and mercy. Help me to have a heart that longs to think and behave in ways that please You. In Jesus' Name, Amen.
Encouragement from Proverbs 31 July 29


Stephanie said...

Wow that is amazing! Your "twist off" was a page out of my day to day diary. To hear this new story and gain the perspective that it gives is such a blessing. Thank you for sharing your heart and the struggles and victories that you encounter. What does our book call it? Radical surgery? I think thats an understatement.

debby94 said...

Okay...I just put my makeup on, I can't cry. THANK YOU for sharing this...I really needed it today. I need to read this everyday. What a great reminder of the blessings we have in our children.